I wish you knew how much you hurt me. Multiple Times. I could never stand up for myself because I was so scared of you. I don’t know how you did that. Everytime I tried, I started shaking like crazy and couldnt speak. Like I was paralyzed. Something in me developed a massiv fear of you over the years. And you blamed me. For everything. I did everything for you. And what did you? You were a horrible best friend.