I really liked you believe it or not, although there will never be an us thank you for letting me feel that thrill.

i think about the first time you stayed when we couldn’t sleep from laughing so much at the owls a lot. i hate you and i love you. how could you do this to me please come back

ive always loved you. but i have to say goodbye.

If there wasn’t the age gap, we wouldn’t break up. I miss you. #wlw

I miss you so much, god i am drowning. You’ll never see this, i dont think you think about me anymore anyway, but i am trying in each and every way possible to let you know that i still am there, i am still longing for you, i hurt so deeply, how the fuck could the situation change this much this fast… i really thought, for some reason, that this time it would be different, that i could break my rules and break my walls down for you. why did you leave ? you just cant give up on me like that with no explaination, ali. Please, i need to know, i am never ever going to be able to turn the page if you dont. Its Lola, please send me a message, call me, meet me, i dont care, i know that you ll probably wont ever come back to me but please at least i need some form of closure. I am rotting on the inside.

I hope we can be friends, even though its hard to admit I still love you.

P.S. I’m still jealous of L.

i never cared when you moved.

DO YOU LIKE ME?
Just tell me im tired of being swayed back and forth…ide never admit that i love you too though…

I’ll always love you, thank you for everything. I miss you too