I love you so much and I’m so scared that you’ll leave me that I stay up all night just making sure you won’t need me while I’m asleep/ I love you so much and I wish this could last forever but I know that long distance will kill us. I know your going to meet someone else and slowly break away from me till you decide I’m not worth your time anymore. I sincerely hope you never see this because that would really be an awkward conversation. I hope you never leave me and I hope you never leave me. I wish you will never leave me, and i love you so much. Since I don’t see myself living past 20, I want you to know I genuinely love you so much. Josh P.